My Mind is a Disarray

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A blank screen another thought.
Headspace is a reflection of my imperfection,
Can’t seem to get it straight.
I want to scream and shout my anger,
sometimes I wish my sun would set.
Instead I sit and wonder why
as a tear rolls down my eye...
Can’t ever let them see me cry.
Can’t seem to maintain,
everything done in vain it seems,
I try to explain but I’m
nothing but a walking mistake.
When will I break?
Life isn’t a such piece of cake,
how much will it take,
everything’s at stake.
Trying
to get some peace of mind,...
Positivity and encouragement, are my crime
Negativity only brings me down
feels like I’m drowning
Trying not to wear this frown,
remembering along the way
 to śtraighten my crown..
I know I say can't alot,
but in retrospect I can
And I will overcome 🖤


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